Remember back to elementary school or to church when we would take shoe boxes, wrap them in wrapping paper, and fill them with small things like pencils, clothes, shoes, candy, and small stuffed animals? I remember doing this a lot when I was a girl and being told that these shoe boxes would be given to children who lived in other countries and couldn’t afford things like pencils or new clothes, but not really being able to grasp what that would be like. I always could get pencils and new clothes, and although I knew that this was a good thing to do, it didn’t really mean anything to me.
Well, fast-forward several years to this past weekend, when I visited an evangelical community in the mountains. They were having a campaña, which is an annual four night campaign to convert people to Christianity and inspire and motivate the host church, and involves a lot of singing, praying, praising, and hour-long sermons. There is also a lot of amens, alleluias, glorias, and repeated phrases. They had a band to accompany the music that was composed of a conga, timbalis, maracas (yeah percussion!) and guitar, and everyone sang along and clapped. The host church had built a special open-air structure out of bamboo stalks and palm leaves for the event and had brought in a generator to light and mic the band, the preacher and the congregants. The host church had also bought a cow and had cooked the meat and smoked the organs and bones on a bamboo pallet over a fire. They were selling chunks of meat, hojaldas (fried bread), arroz con pollo (rice with chicken), chicha (juice), and coffee to raise money for the church. People from the community and from everywhere else nearby had come to attend this campaña, some people walking from as far as two hours away. Women and children were sitting in the folding chairs under the lighted bamboo-palm structure, while men lounged, leaned and sat around the periphery of the circle of light. People were either participating in the service, chatting quietly amongst themselves, ordering food, or serving food. During the day kids go barefoot and people get really dusty because of all the dry dirt in the area, but here at the campaña they were wearing their best clothes and shoes and had their hair nicely combed.
As the last service ended, I noticed that the children of the church were being given these shoe boxes that had been wrapped with Christmas wrapping paper. In Panama , or at least in this community, people do not unwrap their presents in front of everyone (perhaps because it is rude to show off what you have to other people?) so the children took their boxes and dispersed. The volunteer that I was visiting, however, asked one of the girls if she could see what was inside, so the little girl opened the box and meticulously took each thing out one by one and looked at it. She took out No. 2 pencils and crayons, carefully unfolded a coloring sheet, took the rubber band off of and unfolded a headband, examined a green foam visor, and squeezed the Christmas penguin stuffed animal. Each thing she looked at and handled with an expression of discovery and awe. After examining everything, she dutifully put everything back, wrapping up the headband and putting the rubber band on, placing the No. 2 pencils and crayons back where she found them, folding up the coloring sheet, and putting the penguin back on top before closing the box. But then she opened the box, grabbed the penguin, closed the box and ran off to have someone else open her box.
I was struck by the realization that these boxes were sent by Project Christmas Child, boxes that I probably dutifully and blindly sent when I was a kid, and now I had seen the full circle of the giving process that I had never known before. I wish I could properly explain how moved I was by the entire experience. So often we do philanthropic actions thinking that we are being good people by giving to someone who has less, but, at least for me, I had never fully understood or appreciated what it meant to have less until this night. And even now, despite the fact that I, too, use a latrine and didn’t have electricity, I still don’t fully understand what it means, and I realized that I never will. It was amazing to me how carefully she handled everything and how happy she was to have that penguin. It takes so little to make these kids happy here. I mean, the girl was wearing shoes that were too big for her, didn’t have many toys, and had been content. Now that she was given a penguin by an anonymous donor, her little world was complete.